She lets him, but she doesn't cry, she shakes her head as she's pulled against him. "Do you know how many times this is? How many times really horrible stuff has happened? I've been like this for less than two years, and it's horrible. It's awful," she says, and her voice is small and strained. "And now - I did that. To you, I did that. I couldn't stop it, I couldn't-- It was worse than being compelled, because I knew and I couldn't stop myself, Klaus."